So I'm no longer a thirtysomething... I'm forty which wasn't nearly as painful as I originally thought. I've been doing more than just driving for GO lately and for the most part I have enjoyed it. There are some aspects to the other jobs that I haven't enjoyed but I persevered though them just the same. I think I have gained the respect of some management as well as co workers. More importantly I have gained the respect of myself. I have found that I have the abilities to succeed in the endeavours I choose to undertake, I have the ability to choose my path and to take the harder more difficult path to achieve my own self-idendity.
It's a liberating feeling....
