Frig over a month...

Wow over a month and I post nothing, nada, zero, zip bupkis.

Nice of me huh? I take a hiatus and tell no one... I'm such a selfish prick. Well I didn't take a holiday, just nothing has pissed me off in awhile. I did get a dog recently probably very close to the time of my last post so that may be why I haven't updated, I've been busy cleaning up shit and piss from my carpet. I don't know which is worse kids or a dog...

Dogs are inherently gross... they slobber and make a mess just being what they are...dogs. They like to eat dirt, they have no regard for their own shit, and less regard for anything you don't want shit smeared on. They have no sense of personal space, especially those spaces you consider private. They constantly smell everything and it will undoubtedly involve a cold wet nose (which God only knows where it's been) hitting a spot of warm exposed skin. They do however crave affection and will return it the best they can.

The youngest is getting more and more temperamental which I am not to good at dealing with anymore. My patience runs very thin these days and I am having more of a tendency to snap for the more minor stuff since I am dealing with so much between David and Dyson (the dog).

Thomas is a bloody perfect kid, he is so kind, caring and understanding. He often has me snapping at him when he doesn't deserve it but I always realize it albeit too late but I can at least apologize and we can move forward. That was one thing my dad never did to me was apologize for any wrong doing he did. I wonder does that make me more of a good dad or less? Did his lack of apologies spark me into apologizing more? Meh, not much I can do about it now...

So I guess that is about it that is going on, I have to go to puppy kindergarten tonight with the dog...